Archive for September, 2005

Colour my world~~

Saturday, September 24th, 2005

Red is a symbol of love and passion.Who do you
love?
God, family, frens, those who gave meaning&colour to my life~~

2.Name some things that are red.
mini_c00per =D

3.Red symbolizes anger. Do you have an ‘irish
temper’?
pretty sweet tempered… but plz laa dun piss me off~~

4.Red is the color of blood, too. What is your blood
type?
B

~Orange~

1.Orange reminds you of
F1

2.Orange is bright. Are you bright?
in a sense~~ sumtimes bleh thn blur haha

3.Name some orange things
buah oren =)

4.Do you know anyone who has dyed their hair
orange?
nope

~Yellow~
1.Yellow reminds you of
TOPAZ hehe go go go TOPAZ!! high up TOPAZ (erkk… ape semangat umah lak ni??)

2.Yellow is a warning color. Do you fear something
right now?
FYDP, interview PETRONAS, drilling&SBE test, SBE&Faci proj

3.Name some yellow things
mini_c00per =D

4.Yellow also symbolizes happiness.Are you
happy?Now?
happiness to sadness ratio 0.0001 (ala, ratio utk by-product utk FYDP) –> happy ke??

~Green~
1.Green reminds you of
LOTR&cawan ijau dpt time PRSS ;)

2.Green means ‘go’. Why is that?
green seems kinda optimistic what~~

3.Name some green things
trees&grass&wide padi fields~~ urghhh I so hate my window~~

4.Green occurs alot in nature, too. Do you like
nature?
DEFINITELY!! damn lame sial x bernature2 ni~~

~Blue~
1.Blue reminds you of
my wardrobe… hard to find other colours there

2.Blue symbolizes sadness. are you sad
no wonder I love blue so much… definitely a sad person~~

3.Is blue your favorite color?
sure2 =P

4.Name some blue things
my clothes

5.Do you know why the ocean is blue?
light intensity, the content of the sea reflecting the lights mainly from the sun, sum kinda chem rxn occuring dat gives d blue hue (sah2 FYDP ni)

~Violet/Purple~
1.Purple reminds you of
my current obsession

2.Purple is often called a ‘weird’ color. Are you
weird?
to a certain degree yeah… everyone’s wierd~~

3.Name some purple things
some of my clothes ;)

4.Have you ever met someone with purple hair?
Ikster d Nutz~~

~Pink~
1.Pink reminds you of
Zaid

2.Is pink the most feminine color?
ye laa kot ;) miahahahaha

3.Name some pink things
t-shirt Zaid =P

Kadang kala pabila ku sangap sorg2

Friday, September 23rd, 2005

Sometimes, I do get it, but most of the times I don’t.

Sometimes, I see the path clearly, but most of the times I’m lead away.

Sometimes, I feel I’m up to it, but most of the times I falter.

Sometimes, life seem so kind, but most of the times it’s taken away at the blink of an eye.

Sometimes, I need to be alone, but most of the times I feel so lonely.

Sometimes, I wanted to be the strength for other people, but most of the times I need them more.

Sometimes, I need just a tiny space for my own, but most of the times I take it for granted.

Sometimes, I thought I knew what I’m looking for, but most of the times those are illusions.

Sometimes, I think that I’m facing life alone, but most of the times… ada je ‘catalyst’ around ;)

Sometimes, life seem bleak, but most of the times, it’s what makes life WONDERFUL…

Sometimes, stop for a while & smell the roses, but most of the times take time to appreciate the subtle things in life. 

Blinked… Tried not To

Friday, September 23rd, 2005

Hehe… somewhat summarizes the way I feel about YM ;) quoted from Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince. Even though the book felt too bland for my taste, this part of the book created some interest… partly due to the ever annoying firewall UTP had put up to monitor the student’s net usage & quell the virus attacks. Kot iye nk wat a better system, don’t sacrifice the quality and quantity of the net. Ajar students lain, apply nye lain… manade org wat produk worst dari yang dia dah pasarkan, bodoh laa name nye… yang tukang beli, bangang laa jadik nye… same principles apply here laa =P once you’ve given a good thing, you can’t take it away just becoz of a few glitches~~

            ‘It’s just hard,’ Harry said finally, in a low voice, ‘to realize he won’t write to me again.’

            His eyes burned suddenly and he blinked. He felt stupid for admitting it, but the fact that he had had someone outside Hogwarts who cared what happened to him, almost like a parent, had been one of the best things about discovering his godfather… and now the post owls would never bring him that comfort again…

            ‘Sirius represented much to you that you had never known before,’ said Dumbledore gentle. ‘Naturally, the loss is devastating…’   

My version:

            ‘It’s just hard,’ Shawn said silently to herself, ‘to realize I can’t keep in touch with the outside world anymore.’

            Her eyes burned suddenly and she blinked. She felt stupid for admitting it, but the fact that she had someone outside UTP who were concerned on her well being, almost like a parent, had been one of the best things about discovering YM… and now YM would never bring her that comfort again…

            ‘YM represented much to you that you had never known before,’ said Khuzai gentle. ‘Naturally, the loss is devastating…’

Friday, September 23rd, 2005

Just blame The Fact That I’m Lefthanded

     I had good intentions of celebrating International Lefthander’s Day yesterday, by writing an entry about it.  Seems I am a day late, it being celebrated every year on the 13th of August.  Well….. a few facts about lefthanded people, of which I am one:

     Many people are "righthanded only" … but alot of lefties are "bothhanded" in one way or another.  This is because we live in a righthanded world, so we don’t have much choice. (in other words, ultimate survivors)

     It seems that many years ago, we were thought of as being witches or warlocks.  Interesting ….. (bleh laa jadi Dumbledore =P)

     "Sinister" is the  Latin word for "left" .   Hmmmmm …..

     There are a higher percentage of lefthanded people of above average intelligence.   I am hanging onto this one. (care to object?? =P)

    Lefthanded people figure quite prominently in sports and the arts.  We are a creative bunch, you know ! (yeah2… proven all too well per ;) )

    Supposedly, lefthanded folks don’t have as good a memory.  Sounds crazy, but my lack of memory would seem to indicate that there is some truth to this. (now I know why I simply can forget what ppl says to me… at d fraction of a few seconds!!)

     Lefthanded people will elbow you in the ribs if you sit next to them while eating a meal.  ( not necessarily so, but it does give you an excuse to pick and choose where you sit at the table.)

      Lefthanded people make better lovers.  Okay, so maybe I made this one up.

     To all my lefthanded friends …. HAPPY LEFTY’S DAY !!!

Haha… Posting dr blog mane2 tah aku cekup… ade hari Lefthanders tu ;) padan laa aku ni unik sangat ;) part of 10% of d world population je ;) care to comment anyone?? =P

You’re D Wonder In Everything Thats Wonderful ;)

B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L L.A.D.I.E.S galore =)

Tuesday, September 13th, 2005

            Define homosexuality for me please… I kept on wondering, does it only describe on the physical aspect of the relationship (owh c’mon ppl, don’t gimme dat freaked out look) or it includes the somewhat ‘unusual’ attraction towards your own gender? Then please define this so called ‘unusual’ attraction to me?

            I don’t see anything wrong in appreciating another lady’s (in my case laa) beauty, to the point of wanting to see her every day. After all, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Another point to make, I do realize that all of my friends are beautiful in their own special way. Then again, beauty IS in the eyes of the beholder. But most important of all, their beauty shines through their personality. The way they hold themselves up, they way they treat you, they way they acknowledge your existence, the way they carry out their lives. Heh, I must say I have a lop-sided view on who are beautiful because those who REALLY MATTERS to me are… errr… the most beautiful.

            I still can’t get why it is considered abnormal to acknowledge another lady’s beauty. Ye ke? After all, it’s God given speciality towards the lady… I recognize a beautiful lady when I see one J. Can’t resist taking second looks when a sexy lady passes by. Haha, now you people must really be wondering have I lost it? Tak jugak, considering ade je guys that I find attractive. Here’s another question. Define sexy? To me laa, Britney Spears doesn’t come close to sexy. (huh pesal pulak, baju dia sume x cukup kain!!). Just the fact that she tries sooooooooo damn hard to unclothe herself with clothes makes her less attractive, hence the decreasing sexiness (err, apesal bunyi cam ayat2 engineering ni??). Personality-wise, she’s a definite bimbo and will never earn respect because people can sense that she herself don’t respect herself (here I go Britney bashing again~~ and still I cannot understand why people can listen to her songs when her voice… heh… cam sial).

            Then there are people like Charlize Theron. She’s one damn hot lady!! Dressed up or otherwise. Why? It’s the way she carries herself, with unwitting charm and confidence. The way I see her, she’s this sweet but influential persona taking on intelligent and challenging roles on screen. Maybe it came from her childhood, which was quite harsh. Her mother was tried in court for killing her abusive husband, but the court found her to be acting in self defense. Ms Theron had also been raped. These episodes didn’t stop her from being a successful person. Hats off to this sexy hot beautiful lady.

            Closer to home, beautiful ladies are abound J. Seriously. Somewhat each has their own qualities that they portray unknowingly to the world. Strong willed, open minded, quirky interests, determined compassion, cheeky voiced, engaging smile, unselfishly caring, musically inclined, incredible geniuses, piously rocking, go getters, innocence beyond a child’s, influential tought provokers, impromtu daredevils J… the works… words can never completely describe the limitless respect and love I have for them J. (Err… does this entitle me the term ‘lesbian’?). The thing is, they just don’t realize that they possess magnets that attract people to them. Kudos for being such down to earth sweethearts.

          

           And girls… seriously, I’m missing you all by the day… Just continue being the B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L L.A.D.I.E.S that I’ve known since whenever ;) muahhhhhhhhsssssssssssssssssssssssss~~

(this post was done just before I got back to Tronoh after having my L.A.S.T mid sem break)

Kimi numero UNO!!

Monday, September 12th, 2005

            

Belgium

Grand Prix 2005. Yet again Kimi won first place J. There’s always something about Kimi that I so love to watch him race. The relentless racer, never knows when to give up, never say die. Watching people with his level of determination definitely is awe inspiring J.

            It was a wet (wet in extreme, water sprays were evident at the rears of the cars) afternoon, mundane with heavy clouds peppering the skies, but the race still went on J. Waited for the red lights to go green, and focused my attention on the two front positions on the grid, which were held by Montoya and beloved Kimi J. Side by side they were off, but Montoya stamped on the throttle a bit harder and maintained his pole position until almost the end of the race. Kimi followed close by, always trying to squeeze the top spot from his team mate.

            It was a thrill watching huge water sprays coming out from the back of the cars as they race pass by and hit the wet spots on the track. Hehe. Always wishing that they would commit a mistake and start a pile up J. That would have been a spectacle J. But coming back to the race, Trulli tried to squeeze pass Kimi at the opening lap but Kimi held onto his second place.

            Alonso was in fourth position and Michael overtook his brother Ralf for fifth place. The race went on a few laps with the drivers shuffling around for better positions. Kimi always on Montoya’s tail.

            Best parts of the race? Definitely the accidents that occurred throughout the race J. It was wet, but there was no rain. The track stayed wet up to the finishing of the race. The first accident involved Fishichella, who over did on the climb up one of the corners and the car simply skidded off the road onto the tire wall. Somewhat seeing the car glide on the track surface, spun around recklessly and crashed at 300km/hr onto the tire wall. It was a miracle seeing poor Fishi climbing out of the car and walking away from it. If it were in 2000, I guess he would have died. All the suspension broke, the front and rear wings smashed, bits of carbon fibre strewn all over the crash site. The safety car was brought into action. You can barely spot two race marshals ducking behind the walls to avoid the flying debris from the car.

            Hehe. Then comes the accident involving Sato and Michael. It’s just one of those days for Michael, he was racing for a better position, coming into a hairpin with three (I think) other cars chasing him, Sato directly behind. Going into the hairpin, Sato brought a tad too much of speed and banged into Michael’s rear end, rupturing Michael’s left rear suspension and taking Michael out of the race. The impact spun both cars out of the track and was stopped when both cars caught each other on the front wings. Michael was definitely pissed, he came out of his car and walked to Sato (who was still stuck in his seat), exchanged a few words and knocked on Sato’s helmet. (I so wished it was Alonso Sato knocked into).    

            There was one close shave involving Alonso. Villneuve (I don’t know the right spelling) was trying to over take Alonso on the way out of the V-shaped hairpin (haha, all of the corners, hairpins and chicanes in F1 tracks have names, but they’re so weird I can’t recall) and both cars were wheel to wheel. Alonso barely squeezed out of the situation, making full use of the car’s speed. (I so wished Villnueve knocked into Alonso). Crazy Villneuve didn’t stop there. Karthikayen tried to pull an over taking maneuver on Villneuve, who never gave room for Karthikayen to pass. Villneuve made full use of the racing lines and forced Karthikayen flying off the track. It was fortunate for the rookie driver to land on grass and managed not to damage the car’s underside chassis. He continued on racing until the finishing line. Villneuve was being pretty defensive throughout the race, always denying other drivers the chance to over take him. Button tried his luck, but was successfully blocked by Villneuve. For a while at least J.

            There were about four more laps to go. It was looking like a one-two finish to McLaren, but as fate has it, Montoya had to crash out. He was holding onto the first spot almost throughout the race, but pit stop strategies pushed him lower. As he was navigating traffic and doing his best to regain his position, he collided with Pizzonia, ending the race for both of them. He looked dumb struck, so I’m assuming that he initiated the collision. Hehe. If it was Pizzonia’s fault, I would have expected Montoya to burst into flames J. That would have been another cool drama for the masses J. Montoya was leading Alonso in second place, so with him out of the race, Alonso moved up into second place L. Bad news for my beloved Kimi.

            Kimi took the chequered (Arif, the best F1 pundit in the house, corrected this for me) flag in style, pulling a gap of 35 seconds between him and Alonso, who had to fight for second place until the end of the race. Button came in third and gave a strong showing throughout the race. It was nice seeing the smile on Kimi’s face. Hehe. He smiles only if he wins the race. Never satisfied with a podium finish.

            As it turns out, Kimi has a slim chance of winning the world title. He needs to win the three remaining races and Alonso NEEDS to crash out (or at least not finish in the points) in all the remaining races. Lady luck, please shine on Kimi ;).

            Have to say Spa is an interesting track. Surrounded by green hills, there are slopes to climb onto and plenty of long straights to speed on. The crazy weather also added some touch of drama to the races there. Plenty of room for over taking. The uneven track surface increased the level of difficulty in navigating the track. Longest track on the racing calendar. Hehe. (and again I don’t know how to end this piece ;P)

stoned yet again~~

Saturday, September 10th, 2005

most of their songs are based on the lead singer’s marriage… this one’s kinda describe how the marriage went~~ lagu2 rock kapak nih… U’ll be surprised by it’s lyrics ;)

HELLO IT’S LATE - Stone Temple Pilots -

Hello, it’s late
You know I’ve tried to stop the rain
Did you read about it?
Did you think about it?
Did you cry but nothing came?

Hello it’s late
I know we tried to win the game
Did you hear about it?
Did you dream about it?
I know you cried but nothing changed …

Nothing matters again
I didn’t think it’d last that long
But I’m just sittin’ on this merry-go-round,
And the music is too loud

It’s just a game
That we used to play
I didn’t think we’d
Take it all the way
It kills me just because
It can’t be erased -
We’re married

Stoned~~ by Stone Temple Pilots

Saturday, September 10th, 2005

Ahaha… I do love songs such as this…

BLACK AGAIN -Stone Temple Pilots-

When you’re fed up and lonely
And nothing else seems to matter really

I’ll be here waiting for the
Black cloud to leave you
I’ll be here to hold your hand
When you’re tired and lonely

Hold your breath underwater
And know you’ll rise to the
Surface slowly

Think of me as a ship that might hold you

Carry you to the shore
When you’re tired and lonely

She can’t eat
She can’t sleep
She’s not well (she’s lonely again)
She can’t breathe
She’s in bed
She’s in hell

But she’ll never
Really be alone
As long as I’m beside her

You - Switchfoot -

Saturday, September 10th, 2005

Sweet song ;) such simple choice of words but the way it is arranged and strung together~~ there’s always something about the people that you get close to, but you can’t pinpoint exactly to what reason… you just can’t give an answer to the ‘why’… Nevermind the ‘why’s and the ‘who’s, as long as those involve can appreciate the ‘how’s and the ‘what’s ;)

You -Switchfoot-

There’s always something
in the way
There’s always something
getting through
but it’s not me
it’s You, it’s You

sometimes ignorance
rings true
but hope is not in
what i know
it’s not in me..me
it’s in You, it’s in You

it’s all i know
it’s all i know
it’s all i know

i find peace when
i’m confused
i find hope when
i’m let down
not in me … me
in You
it’s in you

i hope to lose myself
for good
i hope to find it in the end
not in me … me
in You
in You

it’s all i know
it’s all i know
it’s all i know

in You
in You
its in You
in You

there’s always something in the way
there’s always something getting through
but it’s not me
it’s You
it’s You
it’s You ….

Take Me Away - I Mean It

Sunday, September 4th, 2005

TAKE ME AWAY - Lifehouse - 
this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
this time you burn me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I’ve seen it all
and it’s never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away
take me away
I’ve got nothing left to say
just take me away

I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don’t know what else I can do
I’ve seen it all
and it’s never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away
take me away
I’ve got nothing left to say
just take me away

don’t give up on me yet
don’t forget who I am
I know I’m not there yet
but don’t let
me stay here alone

this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
I’ve seen enough and it’s never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away
take me away
I’ve got nothing left to say
just take me away

take me away
take me away
I’ve got nothing left to say
just take me awayAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! Sumone take me away~~ Far far away~~ Ni cry 4 help ni =P